http://clay88.livejournal.com/ clay88 - LiveJournal.com Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:04:00 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com clay88 14055108 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/67249824/14055108 http://clay88.livejournal.com/ 100 74 http://clay88.livejournal.com/3281.html Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:04:00 GMT http://clay88.livejournal.com/3281.html you know how sometimes you have a bad day and it seems like nothing is real and your lost for what direction your supposed to be going? well for as long as i can remember its been those days. by the time i looked back i couldn't see anything but those days behind me. it's been brought to my attention that this has started decieving my perceptions of reality. i knew it was but not to the extent it has been. so i must put out a hand fo apologie to everyone. i've been in a defensive stance preparing for lifes next leveling blow, but this has resulting in me attacking those close to me while believing they were out to hurt me in some way.<br />i wish i had more of my friends on lj so this would actually reach alot of those who have been witness/hurt by this behavior. i might not be around for awhile and again im sorry for that too. but its just not fair for me to hang in circles where i could be damaging to the people in them. i'm really lost right now. i thought i was doing right by my lady and by my friends but i guess i havent been. i'm so glad everyone has been so nice to me and made me feel welcome at all junctions, i wish i would have done better in returing the gesture. i guess i should take some substantial time alone and spend it in my head battling the many monster who reside there. i will miss you all and wish only the very best for you and yours in the upcoming year. i am truly sorry. and for those of you who i have brought any happyness to, fear not. hopefully and i will return bigger and better to shine even brighter light into your abmissal clay-less lifes. :)<br /><br />peace out kiddos http://clay88.livejournal.com/3281.html crushed public 6 http://clay88.livejournal.com/2798.html Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:47:44 GMT http://clay88.livejournal.com/2798.html i just picked up fallout 3...<br /><br />so ill see everyone in like a year<br /><br />peace http://clay88.livejournal.com/2798.html public 4 http://clay88.livejournal.com/2257.html Thu, 06 Mar 2008 00:10:54 GMT http://clay88.livejournal.com/2257.html The Russians and the Cubans team up one more time to reap their revenge on the best of the Wolverines.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thebadandugly.com/2008/03/05/patrick-swayze-has-cancer-weeks-to-live/">http://www.thebadandugly.com/2008/03/05/patrick-swayze-has-cancer-weeks-to-live/</a><br /><br />apparently nobody puts Whipple in the corner<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />edit: why can't it be C. Thomas Howell? http://clay88.livejournal.com/2257.html shocked public 1 http://clay88.livejournal.com/1855.html Wed, 05 Mar 2008 21:25:35 GMT http://clay88.livejournal.com/1855.html after three decades someone is finally listening to me<br /><br /><a href="http://www.cracked.com/article_15643_5-scientific-reasons-zombie-apocalypse-could-actually-happen.html">http://www.cracked.com/article_15643_5-scientific-reasons-zombie-apocalypse-could-actually-happen.html</a> http://clay88.livejournal.com/1855.html accomplished public 2